sorry guys i managed a positive post last time but tehre is not much positive right now. i had to take another trip to ER again last night for pain. it was so bad i was throwing up and could barely walk. i am not happy because now i have to make an appointment with another doctor at the clinic and im not going to be able to hold off until october like i wasnted to see my regular Ob.
i don't understand why this condition does this to me so often well i do but still struggle to understand why i can't just have some relief again. it is so frustrating for me. i feel lost and angry right now I feel like between the IC and the dndo I am never going to have the freedom i used to If i am not in the bathroom or in pain because of the IC than im in the ER or on pain meds because of the endo.
Everyone says try to look at the positive of everything but really there are not too many right now. i am typing this struggling not to fall asleep because of the meds I am o. The OB says she would rather have me on meds than to do the partial hystorectomy surgery but my mimd feels so cloudy on anything stronger than the tramadol i was taking that has apparently stopped helping my pain. i dont take it much but i guess with each dose the body becames more used to it . i just hate this. i never dreamed id be in this much pain at my age i figured id be enjoying a full life but it feels pretty empty right now because endo and IC are ruling it
I'm so sorry you're dealing with so much pain again. I hope things get under control soon!
ReplyDeletei hope so too so that I can hold out until october now to see my regular OBGYN. i am really considering the partial hystorectomy I need quality of life i cant function on any pain medication except tramadol which is no longer working well. i will keep the updates comming.
ReplyDeletei know what you going through.i been dealing with endometriosis since april of 2011. i as well have mild cerebral pasly. i been on 12 different meds since april of 2011. in augest of 2011 i had partial hysterectomy. i still suffering from endometriosis. i was dignosed in july of 2011 by my ob/gyn. i cant go to the hospital anymore cause they say is a chronic problem. i was on lupron a well it supposed treat prostate cancer instead of treating the endometriosis. i looked on online the lupron can paralzed you. There is a lawsuit in las vegas nevada where thease women who took lupron they are paralzed from wasit and down. i want my other ovary out. i gotten my left ovary and tube and my uterus out.
ReplyDeletethanks for the suport TAsha endo sucks but it is good to know that we are fighting it together
ReplyDeletewell i go to iowa city iowa to see a specialist.
ReplyDeletemy gyn want me to go see if rather not to keep my remaining ovary or keep it or what so i keep you posted i go the specialist on febuary 13 of this year. i had so many surgeries but i heard if you have a remaining ovary you are going to
continuously have a endometriosis till you are in menopause. which i rather be in menopaue then be in pain all the time . half the time i barly go out of the house. My husband does everything for me like cleaning the house and go shopping for food for the house. i try to walk around the house. but it hurt to move. i got to move to keep going. i thought i was alone going through this till i found your blog on google.