Tuesday, March 15, 2011

MrI anxiety setting in

i posted a few days ago about my mri but now its really starting to hit homw. i don't want to have another one done. this will be my third. My first was ordered by the nurologist to concirm the dx of cerebral palsy 100 percent the second was on my hip and now another one on my head ugh. i got pre med for the mri thank god or i would not be going in there. I hate them so much ther is so much going on with me right nowand so much to think about its rreallly stressful. i hace to see the urologist on thursday the 24th and the kidney specialist on the 25 and all of this has to occcur when my counsoler is out on medical leave. i guess the saying when it rains it poors is so true. i feel like i am complaining a bit much on her tonight lol. i am just kind of frustrated and feeling like I am losing the batle of medical stuff again..
Um i have not had too many adventures outside of the house recently because i am trying to eep my bladder calm for the next week full of appointmetns riding in the car makes it hurt alot. But i am still trying hard to remain upbeat.i have been spending alot of my free time cleaning and playing games on the computer to keep my mind occupied thats pretty hard llol. i feel like i am not going to get a break at all. teh past three years everything has just continuously piled up on me medically but i guess that is life for me and has been for some time maybe i should be used to it i dont know im pretty confused here .

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  1. I'm sorry you're going through so much right now. I'm sure it feels overwhelming. Just keep in mind that you have good doctors who really want to help you so they're doing all they can and hopefully it will all be worth it. Hang in there.

    Malayna has been sick again since my last post so we've been struggling lately too. She's finally feeling better and back to school now i just hope it lasts.

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