hello to all its nearly a new year

I have gottne up to date on all my blogs that i follow recently glad you all had a great holiday sheila it was awsome to see malayna in her concert she is beautiful and loved watching her find henry the elf. I also managed to enjoy a beautiful christmas despite my endometriosis and other medical stuff. i was in quite a lot of pain but i didnt let it stop me from being with my family yes I may have been on pain medicatioon yes some people may have not agreed that i was on them or understood why and yes that is hurtful but I got through it.
This christmas was so happy and yet still so difficult for me . It is sometimes really difficult for me to be around all the lil ones do not get me wrong i love them to pieces and would not want them out of my life but sometimes especially around holidays its tough. I am waiting to ring in the new year although wuite nervous about what it will bring. Another surgery I know for sure just unsure of when i will know more the 12th of january.
Well I got soem awsome gifts for christmas i got a new i pod which is awsome when im stuck in bed.
also got a massager which is awsome for some of my pain relief
Got some more comfy pants as I call them lazy pants ha ha not that im lazy its just that streach pants are the only thing comfortable at this moment my belly is so tender and bloated from too much food this holiday and endo along with lupron yep lets just say to many factors against my poor belly lol.
also got sot a nice fuzzy blanket for my many hours that i spend in bed.
yes I am sure you can all tell that this is my life of chronic ilness speaking right now. But anything for comfort is awsome and i am truly thankful to everyone for the wonderful christmas that i had also got a new game system which is portable and very fun yes i guess we can all say im spoiled lol my favorite gift well two actually are my i pod and my recumbant bike but i am sad because im not sure when i will get to use my bike as much as i want to I am afraid that it will increase my pain but cant find out yet as we have not had much free time to set it up .
Oh and an update on the urology med not much change yet nut hoping it helps soon there isnt as much tightningin my bladder but the burning is still all too present.