It is done and over with

Well things went well yesterday. I had the loopy meds lol the only thing i felt was cramping near the end of it and then by the time he finished and i got to recovery I was asleep. They were kind of concened that it worked so well. Thankfullly my aunt has been through it with me before so she knew what to expect. I had an upper endoscopy two years ago at the same location with the same DR.
Any how they did not find anything wrong but took biopsys to make 100 percent sure. I am kind of frustrated cause I am still at a loss for my lack of apitite and pain when i eat. But at least its not colon polyups or cancer so I am deffinately relieved no colitis was evident cisually wither

waiting waiting waiting

waiting for the appointment is not the best part. I want it over with So hungry yet when its over ill be lery to eat because of fear of pain. just don't know anymore im nervous either way just want it done and over with well thais it for me for now ill post to let you guys know how I did

remind me never to do this one again lol

Well the laxitive prep has started. Oh my god yeah this is deffinately not fun. I think if it comes down to it i will keep my stomach pain rather than do this again. Liquids since sunday now push everything out even thogh there is basically nothing in there. taken two dulcolax this far at five have to mix miralax with 64 ounces of gatorade the 238 gram bottle and then drink a glass every 20 minutes until gone and then at nine two more tablets should be a sleepless night lol.
oh and sheila was it you who mentioned meralax in an earlier blog post if so yeah I can say that as of today I have officially heard of it and used it lol
I am suposed to continue using it if i do not have regular bowel movements as well. Should have just gone with the gut instinct to try it after you mentioned it. Oh well I am now unfortunately it is for the colonoscopy prep

liquid diet has begun for me

Well its sunday and today starts the liquid diet in prep for tuesday. Nothing to eat until after the proceedure. Normally it is one day before but with me they made it two because of my history of chronic constipation as they put it so it should be fun for me not lol. I went yesterday to purchase all the stuff i needed and also purchased my new glasses. they will be ready the ninth of october
It was an interesting time I walked tot he vision center of walmart and mom handed the perscription to the lady and she was like oh my god this is a hefty perscriptin who is it for and mom pointed to me and she was like you can see me. I told her yes and then she asked me what she looked like and i said she looked like her and than she asked me what her name was and i told her that I could see her but could not read the name tag. So she got everything together and told us the price of my glasses. quite expensive since insurance does not cover them. almost three hundred dollars because they have uv protection scratch resistant coating and transitons lenses. All of whih i need due to glare issues.
I tried on so many pair and most of them i did not like so i finally settled on a frame. I also have to have the polly lenses because they are the thinest lenses due to the fact that my perscription is so strong, not much else to report right now
I was really honestly shocked at the reaction of the vision center employee. I don't know any differently this is normal for me i guess my vision is pretty bad lol Oh well I can deal with it have for 24 years now

im still here lol

I had my eye appointmetn yesterday that went well. I have to get glasses and go back in a year to see how things are going. Had the GI appointment as well I have to have a colonoscopy to see if it is my colon or not. If not i guess they are marking it as refered pain from my endometriosis but I have never had pain in my stomach and bowels like this. I am at least able to eat now but it is still uncomfortable have not taken any medication yesterday or today because i do not want to have issues with being abloe to stop using them I can't say becoming adicted because i have pain but I have had that issue after a surgery and will not forget it and will not do it again I am so tired right now I just need a break again.

another trip to MMC

I wnet back into the hospital yesterday after I talked to my primary and she said that she could not see me unless I went into walk in and saw someone eldr do basically she was unable to see me and if I could not wait to go into the ER so that is what i did. I went into the ER and they gave me meds and medication to take to get my bowels moving again. i got a little relief but not much GI appointmetn tomorrow eye appointment today everything crashes down on me at once yet again

horrible weekend continues and yes its tuesday

tomorrrow should be an interesting day for sure. I have an eye appointment along with severe pain still. I am still on the pain medications waiting for return phone calls from my primary care doctor and the GI specialist debating weather or not to head back to the Er short post gonna go take more meds and sleep my life away its the only way i dont hurt right now miserable is the word im using but its more much more than that