not strep

i have something going on but it is not strep. another lovely viral thing so much fun. oh well relief is no antibiotics means no other complications to but the endometriosis any its doing pretty good right now yay for that I had a tough two weeks now its time for a break yay so happy for that one. i needed it

its been a long week

i think i may have strep throat now as well. i am going to see my PCP later this afternoon to see. i have a huge headache too and cant relax right now because i have two little ones here until later on. it stinks but i will get through it as i always do. It is not fun. any how that is the end to my long week

update for this week

So far so good for the week. My niece however is sick she has strep throat. Hope to get her feeling better soon she has been pretty cranky lol. It means so much to have suport outside of family and I really apreciate the comments that i reciece on here. So far I have had no further trips ti the ER and not needed pain meds in over a week lets hope i do not get another bleed before the 27th seriously. That is when the pain is really horible is durring those times. it is such a relief not to feel severe pain right now. I am nervous about the next part of the plan though because the only option that really sound ok to me is the continuous birth control but i have major fear that it will not work well so we shal see. i am extremely aprehensive of all three other options so I guesss it is me an dmom tag teaming Jenny with our questions and then deciding so nervous already

feeling pretty good again for a few days

Well good news the cramps have subsided and hope they stay that way till the 27th i am not pain free I feel like ther is a match lit on both of my ovaries but at least the cramping is milder for now. i can walk cause it is nto shooting down my leg anymore yay to that one. I definately miss the few months that i had no pain but that is in the past now so it is time to start another round o fthe battle I can do it i think lol im gonna give it my best shot that is thanks fot the suport sheila it really helps.

OK her is my trip to the OB clinic in a nut shell

Went in got vital signs done wow your blood pressure is hing in some pain today.
Yeah I am well it shows.
Ok now you can have a seat in the waiting room
got called in
medical student guy comes in is it ok if I talk to you and then bring the doc in sure why not
Doc omes in asks fifty million questions and then says well here are your options and gives me a bunch of papwers to read
My options are maraina
continuous birth control
Implanon
or peop provara
nthing was done for the pain um was that not the point of the visit or so i thoughtI guess not now they are trying to figure out if my bladder is involved in causeing some of the symptoms the more i deal witht his the more confusing it gets.
i am so confused and presented with so many options right now i do not know where to go. Still have to go back and see my doc on the 27th I hope she is more helpful and i hope she can make people understand why I can not have a hysterectomy!!!!!!! i have explained it and everyone just keeps gravitating to it again and again saying that ultimately tha is what is going to bring relief. how is it going to bring relief if she can not remove the organs that are causeing the hormone production because one of them is scared to my ureter. It is so hard to make others understand what I am forced to understand each and every day all the while having to deal with the pain well thats my day in a nut shell hoping she can help me make a final decision on the 27th ahhhhhhh there i feel better i think

been trying to enjoy life

Well despite the pain i have still been trying to have a life. it is not easy most of the time. i have gone to the river a few times this week with my niece nephew sister and mon. It helped the cramping the first time the sedond though i had to get out because it was too cold and increasing my cramping and spasticity. Liked the water while it lasted though not long lol. I hater cold water it makes it hard to walk if it is too cold but yet I am a water bug when it comes to being warm enough. It is urgent care day for me today yep i will update again on how that goes not seeing much happening but we shall see

I need a break from it all

Well this week has not been good for me at all. i started having pain again from the endometriosis the end of last week and ended in the ER on wednesday to get some help getting it under control. Going to urgent care at the OB clinic monday for further assistance until i can get in to see my regular ob. This is not a happy tiem in my lofe i just started gaining so much freedom back Wothout the pain but basically as soon as the last lupron shot was in it was over with between the fifth and sixth i had some spotting and cramping but since the sixth one have had two bleeds and some unbearable pain at times. I just want my life back I am so tired of pain. I have told her that I do not want children but she refuses to remove my reproductive organs first off because of my age and secondly because one ovary is scared to my ureter. i feel that my age should not be a consideration I know I do not want children especially if it involves continuing to have this much pain for that possibility to come I know I would be a great mother and have already proved that I just want a pain free life again so I can enjoy my tiem rather than being depressed or on medication so I sleep all the time is that too much to ask for, I am just so frustrated right now.