her is my upcomming week in a nut shell

Appointments lol
tomorrow I have tow one with my dentist to start the root canal which would have happend last week if it were not for unforseen circumstances but any how it is at one tomorrow afternoon. In the morning I have an appointment with my primary. nothing wrong just so no one gets alarmed just the yearly stuff fun fun actually its been two lol she finally caught on gotta love that and then Mysixth and final Lupron friday I am excited but also really nervous on that aspect. I am afraid that the pill will not work becaue i was on it for ten years prior to my diagnosis and it kept growing but that was without the lupron first and that is what the PB keeps pointing out but it still scares the crap out of me i do not need pain again I have goals now and Im loving it well the weekend was sort of rough I found that if it rains long enough I still need my pain meds but that ok as long as its only when it is storming lol not every day. I can compromise had to for some time im used to it nowThe puppy has a vet appointment on Friday as well for some more shots of his own he does better with them than I do ha haHe is getting big already lol I will post his weight and stuff here on friday when i am finishe wiht my appointment I am sad I can't go with him but his Grammy will be there I olove u mom for that and she is always there she has to bring both of us as i don't drive but thats ok lol

hey sheila resoponding to questions in your comment

Well I have been going for a walk once a day for the most part and still sticking stron g to the PT so hard but also so worth it. well in Malayna's case I think that basically any wii game that she would use would benifit her muscle control. It takes alot of coordination to do the remote and it also works her balance provided u ensure she is standing playing what ever game it may be she likes. I use wii sport for some fitness but any of the games work for my hand eye cooordination and sometimes they are tough lol. If u get the wiii sport which in the us usually comes with Wii sport she would like the bowling although it will or may require u holding onto her until she gets used to the motion lol the first time I used it it was a sight but loved it from the begining. I homestly would recomend it they have alot of games out there that a lil girl Malayna's age would like to is she into the Pprincess stuff i saw one for them today on the net and a few others of the young cartoon characters like dora deago and not sure what other ones lol I did have a good memorial day did not do too much it was just a quiet relaxing time. hope to hear from u soon gotta get moving again lol clean the room so I can do PT how fun. Its a mess cause we moved my niece into her own room finally which means she has my tv so everyhting from my dresser is everywhere cause I could not find the remote lol

Still happy and pretty much pain free

i am enjoying life tot eh fullest again thank you mike so much. (PT form select PT windham) i do not know what you did in there but something popped and now its great to be free again. I did not realize how much I was missing out on being in constant pain. I have picked up my activity level some now and am going to try and lose some weight. i would like to get to 140 and stay there. I was only 150 before hip and lupron side effects but now I am o70 not that I am complaining. it could be worse. I am just looking tor every avenue to keep m hip pain at bay and this is one of them mainitaining a healthy weight. Less weight less strain or so I have heard so many tiems and now i am ready to face and conquer that goal again.
I am hoping to get a recumbant bike for christmas as my balance to actually ride bike is no longer there and the recumbant is less strain on the hip joint because it keeps the joints more aligned so I am pretty excited for december and i will most likely get it because I have already spoken and said that it is the one thing I want under the tree. I do not care if I get anything else.
Also more good news on my front I have started to play the wii again tons of fun when I am not in pain. I hope all iwell with malayna sheila. Hopw uu h ad a good memorial day as well.

Still doing great with pain but now nervous because of a dental appointment comming up

I have a dental appointment comming up for my root canal on tuesday and I am so nervous. i have had plenty of fillings but this is different and I do not know wht to expect at all it was not really explained to me at all because when I was suposed to see the dentist who was originally going to do it so he could explain it I found that he left the practice so needless to say I am kind of in the dark with this one. Very nervous which does not help anything at all

unusual feelings for me lol

i have had a really great few weeks lately since pt. I am actually starting to get bored more often now and want to go do things to occupy my mind. Basically the computer is no longer cutting it for amusment lol. i am glad of that actually now it is just time to figure out the activities i am able to do. I am still afraid to push it too far. I want to make the no pain last for as long as possible. Getting back into things slowly.
i had my appointment with My counselor today and she is even noticing how much happier I am even with everything still going on. It is still kind of shocking to me im getting used to no pain again and loving every minute of freedom that I have. i missed it so much. It is amazing how much physical ilnees and pain can contribute to depression seriously it goes hand in hand for me as well as so many others.
Well in other news for today i am currently working on a project for a baby shower gift for my cousin but it is going to end up being a birthing gift since her shower is in like a week from asturday lol. it is a cross stitch quilt. I have been working very hard on it but can only do so much of it because i can not thread the meedle because of my visual issues and habd eye cordination and the lovely difficulties of fine motor skills because of cp. its ok though I am thankful for the things i can do. learned fast not to dwell on the can'ts in life because in reality I can do what i put my mind to althouhg it takes longer. thereading a needle though may just not happen and i am fine with that. Family is grat about it I love you mom and auntie for all the help and suport you give me

Post to sheila

hey sorry to hear you have been underthe weather. So far the improvement has lasted witht he hip but now my entire body aches because of all of this heat and humidity. Adjustments to this kind of stuff have always been tough for me and are not gettig easier with age. gotta love getting older. Hope that your health improves fully soon ive missed yourcomments i look forward to all of them how is malayna doing with everything/

feeling beetter

Well as i said I had my last session of PT on tuesday and am still kind of dissapointed that I had to stop going but the good news is that while I was there for my last one he was streaching my leg by pulling on my ankle and something near my hip popped and now it does not hurt anymore. I am thinking maybe it was just starting to move itself out of place but it was not fully out or out enough to be visable on an x ray either that or a tendon was really tight not sure but I am feeling better so that is great. I hope it lasts a long while At least a year until I can get more PT for my hip lol To sheila I hope all is well with u guys have not heard from u in a bit