surgery the emotional rollercoaster

In a few days my blog will be dedicated to endo awarness for the month of march not sure on all of the topics as of yet but jus twanting to let u all know this is my part to spread awarness on a cindition that i want a cure for so that no other people that I know and love have to suffer through it please stay tuned if you are interested to learn about endo and hear more of my story.
Well i said i would update when i had more info on surgery it is march 13th have to be at the hospital before 7:45 so glad that this one is an early one my first one was at 2 in the afternoon which was hard caue i could not eat all day ugh never want to do that one again lol. so ther are all the details on surgery until i have my pre op appointment on the fifth of march.
My emotions have been in a total roller coaster I know the op is the right choice yet im very sad to know that i will be losing a part of me that is connected to reproduction as you probably know it is my left tube and ovary. It has been rendered pretty much unusavle sinc last surgery 2 years ago but it is still very trying. Praying that it brings me much needed pain relief. having a hard time dealing with anything baby related only seems to be really little ones like from in the belly till one right now from one on im good but right now it just makes me think of so much stuff and majority of it hurts but i will get through this like I have everything else. i just keep praying that my right ovary is unchanged from last op two years ago becaue if it has gotten more endo on it it will more than likely be difficult for me to become pregnant if the time comes where i meet the right person sorry for TMI but need to get this out and its easier to write it here than to try and talk about it thanks for reading and thank you for your continued suport

Ob appointment today

i finally managed to get my gyn appointment in around the snow or what little we have had it just never failed to land on that day. so i used my better judgement and canceled one appointment to go tot he ob well good judgement call for me lol. Surgery is scheduled for march 13th not sure on time yet or any further details will know more on the fifth of march. just happy to know that im headed one step in the right direction thats about all for now

gastroentrology appointment second time is a charm

I was suposed to have this appointment earlier in the month but the nurse practitioner was out sick. We reschuled for today and things went fairly well. I gave her a copy of my operative report from my endo surgery so that she was aware that i had endo in my rectal area it said on the rectal serosa dont ask what that is dont know but she will lol so i felt that that information was kind of important for them to have just in case something comes up pertaining to the endo later. other than that I got anoter med to add to my protonix because my reflux has been bothering me again lately. i now have to take pepcid in adition to the protonix to calm the reflux im thinking that the weight gain from lupron and holidays but mostly lupron isnt helping reflux either this endometriosis is still trying to beat me down dont think it understands that i have fought for two years now diagnosed and ten when it was namless im not giving up now im going to continue to do what i need to have somewhat a wuality of life it may not be the best at times but i have my life endo ist going to well maybe sometimes but i am not going to let it take everything hugs to all and as soon as i se the gyn which i stillhave not due to snow lol i will let u al know how that goes

hi all

had my second lupron shot on the 11th of january so now i have to see the doctor to schedule my surgery. Hoping that this one helps more than the first this lupron shot was rough they gave it in the thigh and i think may have hit a nerve because i had pain in my leg that felt like fire for three days following the injection along with some swelling but all in all im doing well now just wanted to say hello and give an update

well it is officially a new year

A new tear A new begining but still bateling the old evil endometriosis. I have hope there is a cure to be found I have hope taht they will find a way to deminish my pain I have hope for so many things but right now i am jsut taking it day by day. I am due for my second lupron injection on januarty 12th and will also more than likely find out when my next laperoscopy is. i want to say thank you to all my dedicated readers for the suport that you all offer. Also just for a heads up my blog will be dedicated to endometriosis for the month of march so if you are interested in learning more about what i suffer with than please stay tuned.
My GI appointment was suposed to be on the fifth but the doc was out sick so i believe it is now the 19th llets hope it stays that day so i can have one doctor out of my way. well that is my update for the nw year oh yes and my beauticul niece has just had her fifth birthday

Finally got to start using my recumbant bike

Really like it and its making walking easier I have only been able to do ten minutes a day so far but im going to slowly work back into it with time I was able to do thiry minutes on the treadmill before hip pain set in so i am thinking ill be able to eventually do that with the bike too yay and the best news is I can already feel a difference with strength in my legs