May is not my month yet again

I went for my bladder scope AKA a cystoscopy today. Needless to say it did not go so well lol. They were unable to get the scope in. Seh tried three different times and failed all three. She asked if i wanted her to continue to try in the office or do the proceedure under anestisia. i opted for anestesia because she said she was going to have to streach my urethra to get the scop in doesnt sound too apealing and when the doctor says it will be painful it is more than painful lol. that was my day today not a good one but it is over and i am more relaxed now that ive been home for a long while lol.