GEtting nervous

I am starting to get really nervous because my Bladder scope is comming up very soon it is on may 10th. I hate having to go through so many preceedures. Depending on the results is what my treatment will hold. very nervous about that too they are talking about bladder instilations. i am going to go to a different urologist after my scope to make sure that this is the only option that can help me. I do not want to have to go to the docs once a week or every other week unless there is nothing else.
i really struggle to understand why I have so many chronic painful conditions both of my sisters are fine neither have endo or iC so I am kind of confused where it comes from. Tehy say enod usually has a family conection andother reason I am fearful to have a child i do not want my daughter to e aflicted with any of this pain.
My baby boy goes to the vet tuesday for his yearly check up. Boy If i could do that it would be wonderful lol. I don't think I have dont that in my life . I think basically from here on out I will be updating once a week unless something big happens.
I am glad that you had a good easter sheila and malayna I am sorry you were sick lil gorl its no fun at all.

had an awsome easter

I had a great easter spent teh day with my family. the kidos got their easter baskets and we hung out and visited and when everone left we got chinese for dinner and then my mom niece and i went for a walk all in all a great day minus the darn pelvic pain but i was not going to let that spoil my day. i spent lots of quality time with my lil nephew he wanted to sit in my room and be on my bed so that was awsome lol he didnt really stay still but thats ok i got some nice hugs and kisses my favorite part of being an auntie.

playlist added

Ok im sure you can see that i added a few songs to my blog and may add more if i can eventually find them. Teh main reason i am posting this is because the playlist site has the name of the second somg wrong it is dont laugh at me by mark wills just thought it deserved to be posted with the right name if i am going to use it this is one of my favorite songs/ I really relate to both of these songs and listen to them alot. i have them both on my ipod and think on here in previous posts would have put them on here if i had known i could thanks to Brens mom i now know that i can I apreciate it

appointment update

Well my appointmetn went very well the only thing that is really bothering me is that she is ending her residency at the end of June and the place where she is goin may not accept any new maine care patients so i will have to wait until October to find out. I am praying really hard taht ehy will accept new mainecare patients that were previous patients of my OB because i will be really upset if i have to find a new OBGYN because she is great and treats me really well but im not going toworry about that yet i have until october to worry on that and i get to see her again in June so I can also ask her who she owuld recomend if her new practice does not accept any new maine care patients

ugh hate the change of seasons lol

I love the warmer weather but hate teh colds that come with it. I thought i was going to skip one this year but Im not so lucky. feeling like poo and just sleeping alot. I have my gyn appt tomorrow so i gotta conserve energy for that or ill be exhausted. Other than that everything here is going well.

happy april everyone

Well it is finally april. i am hoping that soon we will not get any more snow. i am tired of falling on my bum trying to walk in it lol and im not lucky cause i dont put a snow suit on first lol. Oh well just another fun aspect of having CP we gotta do what we gotta do right. Well still have not heard any results on my MRI so I am assuming it is fine. i will talk to my GYn on monday and see if he has sent any information to her as i have not heard anything. Other than that things have been pretty good this month hoping they stay mellow for me with medical stuff until may when i have my cystoscopy. Other than that not too much to update on just letting everyone know im still hanging in there.