Crazy seriously I am tired of this ritual with appointments

Well, I had my dentist appointment today that i thought they were going to do my crown on well needless to say they did not do my crown. they did the post buildand pins um no one mentioned thos step. now the corwn itself is gonna be another two appointments. however before that i have to have my full exam and cleaning even though I already paid for the crown they will not put it in before I get the exam. Um doesn't nake sense to me huh yeah kind of agrivating they have a way of getting what they want before i get what i need right yeah thats how all docs work. any how i never realized getting a root canal and crown would be such a pain in the butt I woudl love to use another word but will be polite

some good news for me yay

Well my best freind is finally out of the hospital for the second time she got out and then went right back in again. That is good news for me . I have been really busy thos past week and yeah that makes things kind of interesting lol. I have been having a tough time following through with the PT as I knew this time would come. Not bored with them don't really know why but yeah here it si really gotta get back into them before i run into trouble again. other than that things are going good here been spending alot of tiem with the kids since it is summer break here yay gotta love it keeps me busy. How is malayna doing? she will be going back to school soon for summer program right? Hope she is enjoying her time off

still no good news

Well my BF got aout of the hospital for a few days but is back in there with complications now. I am having some issues myself as well. i have been feeling sick all day. i got my first true bleed since febrayr and i am not suposed to be having one but already know if I call them all they will say is you are fine unless you fill a maxi in an hour so i did not bother cause the flow is not heavy its enough that i need coverage but nothing like it was previously yet that is. the neasua thoug is still terrible right now and the cramps are still pretty bad but not yet enough to make me want medication so good and bad it is helping some but not like i had hoped maybe once i get back on the Pill the pain will be better controled with the cycles. Any how this is all making me really stressed out cause i did not go through six months of needle hell just to have it begin to return this quickly. I also am having bowel fluctuations now with the bleed something i have bot had since starting lupron. I can say the symptoms are less severe but all too farmilliar going to be hoping tomorrow will be better

my bad week is still continuing

Not much good news has come my way. I can not share what the whole scoop is here because it is not my personal story but my Best friend who is pictured on this blog is currently in the hospital recovering from a surgery so far she is doing well but her long battle is far from over. I love my Angel and i am praying for you each and every day for you strength and smales to continue keep your spirits up bud miss you so much another person who will not read this post but right now i do not care if she does or not I am just in horible spirits right now and just need some good news any way anyone who reads please pray for her sheila if u want to mail me personally I will share the story with u as I do not know how to set my blog to private and it is not right for me to share everything here thanks for the prayers everyone.

See my big man now What happened to my baby aww who am i kidding hes still my baby even though he's only five mons and over thirty lbs lol mama luve her jake man

Is this week over yet?????

This week has been so darn draining it is not funny. I went to my physical on tuesday went fine although there was quite ana amount of pain durring it oh well never know what to expect with endometriosis sometimes its fine others forget it and with the spastic cp it is interesting. I hate when they say just relax um can't do that on cue like most can it does not happen for me. at least she was considerate and fast about it thankfully. so there's one appointment down lol
the dentist was fairly easy considering I hat my mouth touched pretty much. the root canal was painless yes I am telling the truth here i felt nothing until afterwards. the issues started when we got out of there snd there was a parking ticket on auntie's window because people falied to tell me that my placard was no oonger valid. I have had it since i was four and it was according to DMV a lifelong thing well they changed that with no notification I am finding out the hard waty ten years later. i got the paperwork for that Okayed today now need it to be picked up tomorrow so I can take it to the DMV and get a nww placard and the parking ticket gone. At least the parking officer was good he is giving us until the 29th to get it done but i am not waiting because if I go with someone between now and then who does not have plates or a placard I need mine lol so at least I do not have to pay $200 for a parking violation that is a relief. this week has not been my week for limiting stress I can say that but now with things headed in the right direction I am doing much better Now just to get tomorrow done with My final shot yay for that such a relief.

her is my upcomming week in a nut shell

Appointments lol
tomorrow I have tow one with my dentist to start the root canal which would have happend last week if it were not for unforseen circumstances but any how it is at one tomorrow afternoon. In the morning I have an appointment with my primary. nothing wrong just so no one gets alarmed just the yearly stuff fun fun actually its been two lol she finally caught on gotta love that and then Mysixth and final Lupron friday I am excited but also really nervous on that aspect. I am afraid that the pill will not work becaue i was on it for ten years prior to my diagnosis and it kept growing but that was without the lupron first and that is what the PB keeps pointing out but it still scares the crap out of me i do not need pain again I have goals now and Im loving it well the weekend was sort of rough I found that if it rains long enough I still need my pain meds but that ok as long as its only when it is storming lol not every day. I can compromise had to for some time im used to it nowThe puppy has a vet appointment on Friday as well for some more shots of his own he does better with them than I do ha haHe is getting big already lol I will post his weight and stuff here on friday when i am finishe wiht my appointment I am sad I can't go with him but his Grammy will be there I olove u mom for that and she is always there she has to bring both of us as i don't drive but thats ok lol

hey sheila resoponding to questions in your comment

Well I have been going for a walk once a day for the most part and still sticking stron g to the PT so hard but also so worth it. well in Malayna's case I think that basically any wii game that she would use would benifit her muscle control. It takes alot of coordination to do the remote and it also works her balance provided u ensure she is standing playing what ever game it may be she likes. I use wii sport for some fitness but any of the games work for my hand eye cooordination and sometimes they are tough lol. If u get the wiii sport which in the us usually comes with Wii sport she would like the bowling although it will or may require u holding onto her until she gets used to the motion lol the first time I used it it was a sight but loved it from the begining. I homestly would recomend it they have alot of games out there that a lil girl Malayna's age would like to is she into the Pprincess stuff i saw one for them today on the net and a few others of the young cartoon characters like dora deago and not sure what other ones lol I did have a good memorial day did not do too much it was just a quiet relaxing time. hope to hear from u soon gotta get moving again lol clean the room so I can do PT how fun. Its a mess cause we moved my niece into her own room finally which means she has my tv so everyhting from my dresser is everywhere cause I could not find the remote lol

Still happy and pretty much pain free

i am enjoying life tot eh fullest again thank you mike so much. (PT form select PT windham) i do not know what you did in there but something popped and now its great to be free again. I did not realize how much I was missing out on being in constant pain. I have picked up my activity level some now and am going to try and lose some weight. i would like to get to 140 and stay there. I was only 150 before hip and lupron side effects but now I am o70 not that I am complaining. it could be worse. I am just looking tor every avenue to keep m hip pain at bay and this is one of them mainitaining a healthy weight. Less weight less strain or so I have heard so many tiems and now i am ready to face and conquer that goal again.
I am hoping to get a recumbant bike for christmas as my balance to actually ride bike is no longer there and the recumbant is less strain on the hip joint because it keeps the joints more aligned so I am pretty excited for december and i will most likely get it because I have already spoken and said that it is the one thing I want under the tree. I do not care if I get anything else.
Also more good news on my front I have started to play the wii again tons of fun when I am not in pain. I hope all iwell with malayna sheila. Hopw uu h ad a good memorial day as well.