Do appointments mean anything anymore?????

I am really confused today. I saw the orthopedic doctor for my follow up after the mRi and he said that it did not reveal anything. oK I am slightly confused now. I know there is something going on in there because one i feel the pain and two there was the bone scan with the area of increased blood flow.
Needless to say there is not going to be a boston trip which I am relieved about but the six months of worry were about enough for me. the bump is still there but apparently now it is not enough to be causing pain. he said there was a small area that may be a tear in the cartalige but it was not bad. i do not know anymore i am tired of the doctors routine of saying surgery and then oh u don't need it it makes for an emotional rollercoaster.
i am being refered to another doctor now to see if he thinks I would benifit from an arthroscopy a proceedure wehre a scope is inserted to look at the hip joint under anestisia. another confusing point because the MRI revealed so little damage. who knows it will be another ten year road like it is with most of my medical issues. Well most take at least a year for the major ones like my gall bladder and endometriosis. Who knows I am not going to any further orthopedic appointments after the next doc sees me i am tired of it i feel like I am wasting my breath telling people i have pain.
I got another referal for PT yay how thrilling it is two secessions as that is all my insurance will cover. i do not know what the point of going is it is not going to do much besides just start getting me loosened and then it will be done. i do not know how to word this but it is easier to have someone streach me than it is for me to try and complete them on my own. it is most of the time less painful for me as well. I really struggle to understand this but that is how it has been except when I got the PT that did not rrespect my polite requests to stop and that hurt alot. i just hope they are aboe to get some streaches that may help and I am hopeful that since the MRi did not reveal anything it is a tight tendon but i feel that the pain should not be like this for just a tight tendon but I am willing to grasp at every straw now. i just want to walk again without having to be concerned with falling when my hip pops. i miss being able to walk distances with out an aide.
well that is about it on my end hope all is well with you guys

Meet Jeter Jake's brother

Her is the best picture of the two of them that i have so far thanks to sis being awsome with the camera. jeter is my sister's family dog and Jake as tod above is suposed to be the family dog mut i am not so sure lol he's my baby boy mama loves u jake

easter finished a little late lol

I did not get any pics of the kids at easter because it was so hectic but they had a ball and Faith and i were pretty colors for a few days after dying the eggs. i went to an appointment shortly after and they were like it looks like you had some easter fun and I told them that was deffinately the case we dyed three dozen eggs well actually five shy cause they broke but it was a blast and better yet i was worried about Faith making a mees and i did that one

And again

late Easter pics sorry

The Eggs all in the basket

hey here are the pictures of jake that i have taken thus far. He is my new puppy I will have pics of Jeeter soon as well mama loves him so much

Puppy heaven continues and its better than before lol

I got a surprise three nights ago!!!!! I found out that my sister had been talking to mom and dad telling them she was willing to get feeters brother for faith. Well needless to say now we have a new adition to the family. I am so glad. am surprised that mom allowed it with her asthma but it does not seem to be affecting her much at all. His name is Jake and i will be posting pics of both of them soon i love my baby boy and thanks sis for the puppy even though you won't read this unless i remember to give u the URL lol

Puppy heaven

I saw the puppy yesterday. he is so cute. He is chubby cor sure. Acute yellow lab. His name is Jeeter after the new york Yankees playerlol. Bryan's dad is a huge yankees fan so it fits well and better yet he knows his name already lol. I held him on the ride to my sisters house and he was just like a lil baby slept the whole way lol. makes me think back tothe good moments when i had my dog. I will probably be posting some pics here soon fo him and if i can find one also of my loving henry I miss you baby boy.

how i am doing lately

I am having a rough time right now still. i was diagnosed with a sinus infection over a week ago and took the medication and i am still fighting something. My nose is hurting and it is no fun at all. not sure if it is allergies or what. I called the doctors office and they told me to use saline and wait it wout. I have been and nothing is changing yet.
Now the interesting thing for me is i can not take any decongestants because of my high blood pressure so i am stuck here witht his stuff lol i will pull through it though nothing much new besides the awsome fact that I get to see my nephew's new puppy tomorrow. So excited. i want one lol. Can't get anothrer one though because of mom's asthma so I'll just settle for sharing his. That is about all for me now

april is getting no better

O.K for all who have been following me through this wonderful journey not, I just recieved the call from my orthopedic today stating that the labs showed no explanation for my pain and a refusal to renew my medication. I asked his secretary if ther was not explanation for the pain than why was he refering me ofr surgery????? she sad that according to the labs ther was not an explanation. i do not give a S what the blood work says i know what i feel and i will figure this out if it takes getting a new doctor to do it. I have had thos one since I was sixteen months old and thought he understood but I am begining to wonder with the past almost year now and the things that have been going on well that is it on my end just needed to vent and update gotta go try and eat some dinner.

another day of appointments

i had the blood work done today so I bet i won't hear anything for another three weeks lol No not really I hope sooner. He was on vacation after my MRI and then had a schedule full of surgeries so I have to give him some room here at least he had a reason for the delay. any how blood work went fine and I also had my fourth lupron out of six today. So happy that only leaves two more polks with a big needle lol. the nurses were shocked that i had two of them in my arm they said they could not have done it. i will however be having the rest in my butt it hurts so much less but it is still sort of painful lol I have only seen one needle bigger and that was when I had to have pain medication after a burn from spilling boiling water on myself. yeah i have had some pretty interesting moments and not al of them come from being medically complicated some from just being plain clumsy although the Cp doesn't help with that factor either but i will admit some of it was my fault trying to do too many things at once like we all do sometimes well that is an old story but just wanted everyone to know how big this darn needle is i hate it but the pain is gone so that is awsome. i am just really nervous as i only have two shots left and i am not sure how wellt he second part of treatment will go because it is th BCP and i was on them before and still had pain but hopefully with the lupron it will take longer to return I pray anyways.

Update some news on the MRI

Well I talked to the doctor that did my MRI well his secretary actually. He did not reveal the results of the MRI but he had her schedule me for blood work to look for something. I think inflamation not sure he did not explain but my primary doctor said that they are inflamation markers. I am still really confused. Did the mRI show something to make him initate blood work or is he doing the blood work to rule out things because the MRI showed nothing different?????? love the questions that they leave me with lol she even said there was nothing more she could tell me until he okayed it so its a waiting game.

update on things

Easter was great this year. we had the whole family home and an extra little one that i babysit for a while with us until she went with her mom. I still have not heard on my MRI called Friday and it was on his desk called today and it is still on his desk. his secretary told me he was on vacation last week and now he has been in surgery so it is making for an interesting time here.
My follow up with My Ob went well. Continuing lupron until June which is when I was supposed to end it. there were a few scares between because i kept having bleeds but now they have stopped and i get to be pain free in the endometreosis department for a few more months.
i told her that i was having no pain and sweiously i think she almost feel off her stool in shock. She told me it was the first time i had ever said that to her and that i was in the best mood she had seen me in. it was a great appointment if you can call any appointment great. That's about alll for now.